alone

time, i need some time to make myself get used to lonely life...
since when i realize that there is no true friends around me,
i have to stand alone, independent.
lonely having my lunch, dinner
lonely playing such a stupid games
lonely walking alone here & there
lonely studying
make myself busy, ist people will notice me?
i don't knw the answer, yet, once you get something
you cannot ever lost it.
let example: once you join a group of friends,
& once you dint join them, you will knw the result.
yea! thats me!