FUCK+ing LIVE

1. BREATHLESS suck my life now! everything goes suck! come on babi, just steady steady take it easy, i wonder why you guys take such a long time to planning the little bullshit things?! yuckssss............. 2. SPEECHLESS Yesterday you saying you like me? if so, why din't you reply my sms? i hope you're not LIAR~ 3. HOPELESS friendship is memang like this la.... aiksss i have no car no money no banglo perhaps.

有那么的一个的预言 : 当一个人渐渐失去爱情与友情时， 才发现原来健康是最重要的~ 521这个数字因我们在一起的时光而优美， 但一切都化成一无所有。 究竟我们现在是什么关系， 请你告诉我。 506天的日子并不易相处， 是否我们应该珍惜？ 还是母亲告诉我的：长痛不如短痛？ ‘缘’来不是你， 我们只好成为 最熟悉的陌生人 加油涵! 为自己的生活而开朗的走下去。 世界如此的大， 世界如此美丽， 难道就真的只有一个人懂我？ ^^

成长 II

我在你的心头里早已被取代 我想我无须等待 蓦然回首， 还不是帅哥一名？ 赫赫~ 只是。。。 看着你跟他的生活， 电影、用餐、逛街， 看着你不断浏览他的面子书， 自己又在心疼了~

成长

许久没有更新部落格。
随着年龄的增长，身边的人事物也渐渐的在变化。
当日落月升之时，花开花谢。
单身的已恋爱、恋爱的回单身。
一个人渐渐失去爱情与友情，只好自己把心底藏~
就好比一只可爱的白老鼠，在那轮子里努力地冲着出去，
结果还是白费工夫。
千万人中，难得一见，难得曾经你懂我，
现在已灰飞烟散。
累了，是否停下歇一歇。强忍着眼眶的泪水，轻轻的一笑，
日子还不是这样？
逃不出那监狱，一直在兜兜转转，
会不会再次回到原点?
看着你熟睡的样子，偷偷地亲吻你，
我再次受伤了～

AWAKE

how far frm birth to death
is in the length of our breath
how far frm confusion to consonance
when comes a sudden chance
how far frm love to hate
you can't anticipate
how far frm then to now
when laughter spreads somehow
how far frm you n me
forgiveness only
how far frm heart to heart
the sky to the earth

DEATH

Recently always hear about DIED
Last week, my ex principle’s wife have pass away. He just retire about 2 year before, should be happy because can get the time along with his beloved family, and, who will know, his wife pass away on last week, I’m really sad when get the news. R.I.P, & to my beloved MrPng, please be strong and turn the sadness to positive side, help others & do good works to transfer the merit to your bedside people.
Today, after fetch my sister from my ex secondary school, she told me that just now school have made an announcement, our teacher CikManjula has pass away in this morning, because of the failure in the operation, lead to internal bleeding, and just gone like this.
How sad am I once get the news, impossible, she is still young and I think she was healthy. Life is like that, anything impossible can become possible. I recall back my memories, I also have a teacher named PnNorma, get the end-stage cancer, and everybody feel sad to it, and finally, she was get it out from death. But this Manjula, just happen in one day, and pass away.
And also, my sister told me that today her school have a basket ball competition, and the prefect prevent the student from St.Theresa go in, and the students was angry about it and thrown the stone and broke the glasses, and some of the teacher’s car been scrape by them also, finally our discipline teacher make a call to police and settle it. How could the students doing such stupid thing like that? Please be reasonable.
Btw, I’m still sad and sorry to hear that my beloved history teacher pass away, now it is raining, I think the god also cry for her. Life is short and we cannot precognition it. So, please doing good work as you can and help others, please love yourself and kindly save the life.
May God bless you _/\_

sickness~

Gosh! I was sick….
Past 3 weeks I cough for non-stop, and now, I was fever, high-fever!
Yesterday about 10pm my friend help me Pinching (Guasha Treatment) and it was really pain!
After that I am felt very cold, I wear my jacket, with three bed sheet, switch off the fan, closing the windows and also door, keep alone in my room, also very cold, no sweat at all!
Special thanks to my friend, mid-night drive alone to far away to get the herbal soup for me, and also just now cook the porridge for me as my lunch.
You guys may ask, why not choose take medicine? It is because it no more functions to me, so I try other way to get me myself recovery soon.
Tomorrow my final exam first day, how could I do it? haizzzzzz